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LOS ANGELES - The garden at the house on Stockwell Street overflows with collard
greens, lacy baby tears and pink flowers; inside the five-bedroom home, the family room's walls
are covered with photographs of two generations of African-American foster children cared for by
Mercenia Tucker, a retired aerospace worker who, at 78, uses a cane but paints her toenails
emerald green.
Appearances of tranquility, however, can be deceptive.
Last year, on the morning of Feb. 10, tragedy struck inside the Compton home - and nothing
has been quite right since.
Four days before Valentine's Day 2001, 9-year-old Kerry Brooks, a precocious kid with an
impish smile, apparently hung himself with a shoelace inside a closet in his bedroom. In so doing,
Kerry became what is said to be the youngest child suicide in the history of Los Angeles County,
according to county officials.
The day before he died, Kerry reportedly told a younger foster sister that he was planning to
kill himself. She didn't believe him - and professionals who knew Kerry well said they didn't see it
coming.
A case in point was Victor Ross, program manager for Compton System of Care where
Kerry, a special education student, attended school.
"[Kerry was] the last person in our program that my staff and I think would commit suicide.
He was our highest functioning student both academically and behaviorally," Ross said.
Ross' letter was among 459 pages of Los Angeles Juvenile Court documents examined by
the Daily Journal following the child's suicide. In re: Kerry Brooks AKA Kcerry Cardenas,
JCK24829 (L.A. Juv. Ct., Sept. 1996).
"Kerry went on a field trip with the class the day before his death and was described as
energetic and happy," Ross wrote a few days after Kerry's death. "This child never appeared
depressed. He was in our program because he would become enraged at times and he fought
with other children. Depression was never an issue."
The court documents also contained conflicting reports of Kerry's disposition.
In May 1998, a social worker reported that Kerry was a "healthy [and] handsome and
friendly little boy who loves to play on his scooter and go rollerblading. He is a sweet child who
needs a lot of love and attention."
That same month, a different social worker reported that Kerry said he'd never met his
social worker and wanted to go to "court and kill everyone."
Even with the benefit of hindsight, Kerry's death remains a mystery.
The Los Angeles Department of Children and Family Services assigned blame to the foster
mother 15 months after Kerry's death. On May 9, 2002, the department sent Tucker a letter
informing her that her foster home - in operation since 1978 - had been placed on "endangerment
'do not use' status" because she left a child with a "history of depression" alone with an
unauthorized baby sitter.
"As a result of our investigation, we have substantiated [l]ack ofupervision and evere
[n]eglect. You have acknowledged that you were not home at the time of the foster child's death
and that you left him in the care of the 17-year-old. However, neither licensing nor DCFS
approved the 17-year-old as a temporary baby sitter."
Tucker was heartbroken by the accusation.
"They said I didn't do right for Kerry," she said. Tucker also denied the department's
allegations.
The social worker told Tucker she could leave Kerry in the care of Marcus, the older child,
for brief periods, Tucker said. The day of Kerry's death, Tucker had expected to be gone only an
hour.
The department also claimed that Tucker failed to give Kerry the full dosage of a
psychotropic medication he had recently been prescribed. After Kerry's death, DCFS
investigators counted the pills in his prescription bottles and claimed there were too many. "What
they conveniently 'forgot' was that when the medication was first prescribed, Kerry was receiving
half the dose," Tucker said.
Mercenia Tucker, a widow, raised six children of her own before becoming a state-licensed
foster care provider. When she met Kerry shortly after he entered the child protective system in
September 1996, she was smitten. She considered him street-smart and adorable.
"He walked in and said, 'Well, hello there Ms. Tucker,' and gave me a high five. From the
day we met, we hit it off. I had a bond with him," she said. "When he first came, he couldn't sleep.
He had nightmares."
Kerry had been abandoned by his parents, lived at MacLaren Children's Center and was
rejected by a previous foster mother because he threw a temper tantrum after she told him to
take a nap. Though it would have changed nothing, Tucker said she was not informed until
shortly before Kerry's death that he had been diagnosed by a court-appointed psychiatrist as
suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder.
Tucker, whose husband died in 1988, was soon calling Kerry "the little man of the house."
They watched television together, and the boy checked all the doors in the house each night to
make sure they were locked.
"He was a sweet child, but he had his moods," the foster mother said. "He got an allowance
for taking out the trash and working in the yard. He was an all-around kid. He was an usher in
church and sang in the choir. He was on the drill team, and he won awards. I miss all that."
Kerry's final day at the house on Stockwell Street began in the simplest of ways.
Dressed in a nightshirt, Kerry got up early that Saturday morning to cook a surprise
scrambled-egg breakfast for the woman he called "Mom." Although the fourth grader was
supposed to go with Tucker and his 8-year-old foster sister to a friend's funeral that morning, he
wanted to stay home with his teen-age foster brother, Marcus.
After softening Tucker up with the scrambled eggs, Kerry promised to clean his room and do
his chores while the old woman was gone.
"I said, 'Kerry, you don't want to go?'' she said. "And he said, 'No, I don't.'"
When Tucker walked out the front door, Kerry gave her a kiss and told her he loved her.
"When I left, he was fine and as happy as he could be," she recalled. "He loved me very
much, and I loved him very much. ... I was the only one that had his confidence."
Soon after, one of Marcus' friends arrived. The boys watched television and listened to
music. Then Marcus reminded Kerry that he'd promised to clean his room.
The 9-year-old, still clad in his nightshirt, marched off to his bedroom and closed the door.
What happened next is inexplicable.
The 81-pound boy allegedly took an 18-inch white shoelace out of his tennis shoe, created
a noose, and then tied the shoelace to the wooden rod running the length of a white, child-size
portable closet. At 4-foot, 6-inches, Kerry was taller than the closet rod. So, he leaned his head
into the small closet to get the shoelace around his neck before dropping knees-first into the
closet, police and coroner's investigators concluded.
Around 11: 30 a.m., Marcus went in to check on Kerry. When he opened the door, he saw
Kerry's feet. According to police reports, the older boy cut the shoelace with a butter knife, lifted
Kerry down, and called 911 and Tucker's adult son, who lived nearby. Paramedics arrived
minutes later to find the 9-year-old barely alive.
Kerry was rushed to Martin Luther King-Drew Medical Center where he was pronounced
dead a little after noon. Meanwhile, Tucker, who said her car had been blocked in by the funeral
procession, arrived home at noon.
"I came home and saw all these police cars and I said, 'What in the world are they doing?' I
saw Marc standing by a car. They said Kerry tried to kill himself and they wouldn't let me go to the
hospital - and they wouldn't let me in the house," she recalled.
Today, another child uses the portable white closet, that still is in the same room on
Stockwell Street.
When asked about Kerry earlier this year, Department of Children and Family Services
Director Anita Bock said that whatever was troubling the boy happened during the first four years
of his life, not during the nearly five years he spent in foster care. When Kerry entered the
system, Bock said, he was diagnosed as suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder.
"He'd had a traumatic life. There was substance abuse in the home. He'd witnessed his
mother being beaten," Bock said. "We saw a child who was struggling, always, with anger and
pain."
Kerry Brooks was born Kcerry Kashif Di-Shiek Cardenas at St. Mary Medical Center in Long
Beach on March 16, 1991. His parents were Luis Fernando Cardenas, an 18-year-old native of
Columbia, and Mikko Shauni Brooks, a 15-year-old who grew up in Long Beach.
Kerry never knew his father, whose whereabouts remain unknown.
For the last three years, Mikko Brooks, in trouble with the law much of her adult life, has
been incarcerated in a federal prison in Northern California. She was convicted in 1999 of
possessing 24 pounds of marijuana with intent to distribute across state lines. At the time she
was arrested, Brooks said her infant daughter (Kerry's younger sister), was with her. That child
was placed in foster care, she said, and has since been adopted. Brooks is scheduled for release
from prison next year.
Through an exchange of letters with a Daily Journal reporter, Brooks - who insisted her son
be called by his birth name, Kcerry Cardenas - shared details about her life and how she has felt
since learning of her son's death.
Kcerry was my best friend. I've never done anything intentionally to hurt him. I hurt every
day, and this is something I have to live with. I pray that this doesn't happen to anyone else while
their child is in the system," Brooks wrote.
Like Kerry, the young mother said she too grew up as "a child of the system." Brooks
believes her life was, and continues to be, dysfunctional. Although she's hoping to have a
successful future when she gets out of prison, she acknowledged having to tie up a lot of "loose
ends in my past" before that can happen.
When prison officials told her of Kerry's death, Brooks said she was unable to show her
pain.
"I was brought up to show little emotion. When you're hurting, people tend to use your pain
against you," she wrote. "I've been having a lot of bad dreams lately pertaining to Kcerry. This
might sound crazy, but he always gets murdered in my dreams."
Brooks said that no one may ever know what really happened with Kerry, but she is still
thankful that Tucker loved and cared for her son. "Kcerry knew how to touch anyone's heart that
he came across," she said.
Records from the Department of Children and Family Service indicate that Mikko Brooks
had been accused of child abuse before Kerry entered foster care.
The mother denied having ever abused her son and, according to court documents, none of
these allegations were substantiated.
Brooks said that when Kerry was 4, she needed some time to get on her feet following the
crib death of an infant daughter. She left Kerry in the care of a female cousin.
Two months later, when the cousin attempted to enroll the boy in kindergarten but didn't
have proper documentation, Kerry was picked up and placed in foster care at MacLaren Hall on
Sept. 20, 1996.
At the time, Kerry was 5-years old.
"I know I could have dragged Kcerry out of Mrs. Tucker's home. I just wasn't stable, and I
felt he was in a stable environment. I was coming for him, please believe that. A lot of Kcerry's
emotional problems came from his being so close [to me]. We [did] everything together. He
always told me to never leave him and I did. I have to live with that for the rest of my life. I've
never physically abused [any] of my children. I guess I've done the ultimate: abandonment,"
Brooks wrote.
Kerry last heard from his mother on Oct. 15, 1997, when she called him at Tucker's house
after being released from Los Angeles County jail, where she was being held for an alleged
assault. All Kerry ever wanted, Tucker said, was to see his mother and the rest of his biological
family.
Not long after his mother called, a mental health professional diagnosed Kerry as suffering
from attention deficit disorder and oppositional defiant disorder.
By the next February, Kerry had been declared a "special needs minor." Brooks' parental
rights were terminated that month, and her whereabouts were listed as unknown. Los Angeles
Juvenile Court Referee Guillermina Byrne noted that the mother did not provide the necessities of
life for her son and failed to participate in court-ordered programs that included counseling, drug
testing and parenting classes.
"Kerry has been acting up again since his mother Mikko called," a social worker noted in a
court report dated Feb. 26, 1998. "Kerry broke down and cried."
Though Tucker said nearly everyone who met Kerry "fell in love," a part of him remained
elusive. "No matter what would happen, he would go back to those first four years," she said. "He
was always tying something around his wrist, waist and neck - and I would have to take these
things off. He was putting things in his mouth and I had to take them out. One time he put a ring
in his mouth at church and he was gagging."
"I'm the unfit parent and that's all people is gonna see when it comes to me. I know I'm at
fault and that's something I have to live with," Brooks wrote.
By August 1998, Kerry was in second grade and receiving counseling. He was considered
available for adoption. Members of Mikko Brooks' extended family said they wanted to adopt
Kerry, according to court documents.
But Kerry now thought of Tucker as his mother and her family as his family. But Tucker
wasn't prepared to adopt the boy. At that time, Tucker was trying to adopt Marcus, who had been
with her since he was found abandoned in his stroller at a shopping center when he was 2.
Tucker also hoped, according to court documents, that one of Kerry's parents would come
for him.
"I wanted to give them a chance," she said.
Meanwhile, Tucker was willing to become Kerry's legal guardian.
To facilitate that, Juvenile Court Judge Byrne declared Kerry "not adoptable." Guardianship
was granted to Tucker on Aug. 27, 1998. The action was taken against the recommendation of
the Department of Children and Family Services, which contended the boy was too mentally
fragile for Tucker to handle. The court terminated its jurisdiction, but the department continued to
supervise and monitor Kerry's care.
Things did not improve. In third grade, Kerry was expelled from Caldwell Elementary School
for threatening teachers with a pair of scissors.
"I said, 'Why did you do that?'" Tucker recalled. "He said they took something from him.
Anything would set him off."
Eventually Kerry was sent to Compton System of Care, a school for special-needs kids
where he could go to school and receive outpatient therapy. By all accounts, he was doing well,
though he became depressed when another child in the Tucker home was reunited with his
mother.
Then, barely two months before he died, Kerry began taking a psychotropic medication that
had been prescribed by Todd Bollinger, a psychiatrist. The doctor had been recommended by
Kerry's DCFS social worker, according to Tucker.
The psychotropic medication Kerry took was called Wellbutrin. It is commonly used to treat
depression and, sometimes, attention deficit disorder. It's also given to smokers to help them curb
their habit. While one of the side effects listed for Wellbutrin is suicidal ideation, it is unclear
whether Kerry was affected.
After Kerry's death, according to court documents, Bollinger told DCFS investigators that he
prescribed the drug for the boy because he was "exhibiting symptoms of irritability, oppositional
defiant disorder and ADHD." The psychiatrist also said he couldn't rule out "depressive disorder."
At 78, Tucker said that she can live with not being able to take in any new foster children.
But, she does want back her good reputation.
"I just wish I could keep the name of my house clear," she said.
Tucker finds it ironic that the child welfare system seems to be blaming her for Kerry's death
when the system paid scant attention to the boy's needs when he was alive.
"You're just lost in the system," she said.
Kerry's Department of Children and Family Services social worker last visited and spoke to
him "in private" April 27, 2000, according to court documents, nearly a year before he died.
However, the social worker noted in court documents that she called Tucker once a month to ask
how the boy was doing.
Kerry's funeral was held at the Ajalon Temple of Truth Baptist Church he regularly attended
in Los Angeles. Members of Mikko Brooks' family attended the services. But his mother said
authorities at the prison would not let her attend. The child is buried in an unmarked grave at
Angeles Abbey Memorial Park in Compton.
Tucker said the county paid for the mortuary but waited nearly a year before reimbursing her
for Kerry's burial costs. "I paid it out of my pocket," she said.
The old woman's biggest regret is that they didn't send her enough money to buy a
headstone for the little man of the house on Stockwell Street.
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Despite Law, Paper Maze Slows Access to Dependency Records
By Cheryl Romo
Daily Journal Staff Writer
LOS ANGELES - Twelve days after being informed of Kerry Brooks' death by a confidential
source, the Daily Journal petitioned the Los Angeles Juvenile Court for access to his dependency
court file. Initially, court officials said the file was lost. After five months, however, it was
discovered and then-Presiding Judge Terry Friedman granted access to the file.
The Daily Journal was allowed to view part of Kerry's records. What was held back is not
known or disclosed to those seeking access, but in this case is believed to include psychiatric and
medical records.
To paint a more complete picture of Kerry's life, the Daily Journal contacted those who had
cared for him.
Two court-appointed attorneys who initially handled Kerry's dependency court case said
they couldn't remember Kerry or his mother. Nathan Hoffman, who represented Kerry's mother,
said he handles "hundreds of cases" and didn't recall the family.
Jo Franklin of Dependency Court Legal Services represented Kerry. She said she met her
client just once and hadn't been his attorney for years.
The child's autopsy report was released eight months after his death. It indicated that Kerry
was in good physical health, although he was reported to have a history of emotional problems.
Although originally investigated by law enforcement as a homicide, the coroner concluded the
cause of death was suicide by hanging.
The 17-month search for an explanation why a 9-year-old child killed himself in Los Angeles
County illustrates the difficulties faced by child advocates in a system wracked with secrecy.
Three years ago, the state Legislature enacted the Lance Helms Sunshine Act to shed light
on the plight of youths in the dependency system. Named in the memory of a Los Angeles
County toddler who was murdered by his father, the legislation was introduced by state Senator
Richard Polanco, D-L.A.
The Lance Helms Sunshine Act was designed to give greater access to information when a
child in the system dies. The law was revised in 2001 and came about because of concerns
about a lack of candor, specifically on the part of Los Angeles County officials, in the wake of a
plethora of foster care deaths in the late 1990s.
Recently, some child advocates have begun to question whether the Lance Helms Sunshine
Act is working as intended.
Virginia G. Weisz, directing attorney for children's rights at Public Counsel, said all of a
child's records ought to be open, whether the child died or was injured.
"I'm not a fence-sitter on that one," Weisz said. "And if the child died, I don't think you need
anyone's permission to see the file. With the court's permission, you definitely need to have a little
sunshine in there."
Children's tort attorney Linda Wallace Pate said child deaths must be viewed as a warning
that something is drastically wrong and that the situation cannot be remedied without access to
information.
"If information is being withheld behind a shield of confidentiality, this is insane. Obviously,
the Helms Act is not working," Pate said. "The legislative intent was to provide some
transparency regarding the issue of children who died in foster care so that we can prevent and
end this tragedy. It's barbaric when children die in foster care and we can't proceed to prevent it if
we don't have the information."
However, Anne Fragasso, who heads one of three Dependency Court Legal Services firms
representing children at the Juvenile Court, said that because of the potential for harm to siblings
of the dead child, she doesn't feel confidential information about child deaths "should be spread
about" in public.
"We can't control the information after it's out there," she said. "We want to see what people
are looking at and why."
Fragasso also feels attorneys who represented the deceased child may have a continuing
responsibility to protect their client's confidentiality.
"My guess would be that we still have a responsibility," she said. "There's nothing in the law
that says confidentiality evaporates when a child dies."
In addition to petitioning the Juvenile Court for access to Kerry Brooks' file, the Daily Journal
since December has filed eight petitions with the Los Angeles Juvenile Court seeking access to
information about children who were murdered or committed suicide. The children all had
dependency court cases, and some were were under the supervision of the Los Angeles
Department of Children and Family Services, according to sources with knowledge of the various
situations. In each situation, the Daily Journal asked that the Juvenile Court's decisions on the
Sunshine Act petitions be expedited.
To date, the court has permitted no access, and seven of the petitions are pending.
The only case for which a response has been received involved Christopher, an 11-year-old
boy who committed suicide with a gun in his home May 23, 2001. In re: Christopher W., DCS
Case No. 9532468.
In response to the Daily Journal's petition for information about Christopher, Deputy County
Counsel Richard D. Bloom, the attorney for the Department of Children and Family Services, sent
a letter, dated Jan. 22, 2002, to the court.
Bloom stated his office had "no objection to the inspection of the juvenile case file" for
Christopher, but requested that "privileged or confidential information contained within the
juvenile case file not be disseminated."
On Feb. 26, Juvenile Court Presiding Judge Michael Nash denied the Daily Journal's petition
without explanation. The court then denied access to its minute order in an April 5 letter, saying
"there is no authority that requires the Court to provide its reason for the denial of a WIC 827
petition."
Terry Francke, general counsel of the California First Amendment Coalition, said that while a
juvenile court presiding judge can restrict access to confidential files, he can do so only on
"particular findings."
The law itself states that access rights are statutory and that the presiding judge "may issue
an order prohibiting or limiting access to the juvenile case file, or any portion thereof, of a
deceased child only upon a showing that release of the juvenile case file or any portion thereof is
detrimental to the safety, protection, or physical, or emotional well-being of another child who is
directly or indirectly connected to the juvenile case that is the subject of the petition."
In May, Nash issued a clarification order stating the dead boy's court records would not be
released "because the child was not a dependent of the Court."
The order also explained that the presiding judge had made a determination that release of
the requested records would be "detrimental to the physical or emotional well-being of another
child who is directly connected to the child that is the subject of the petition."
The following articles were published in the Los Angeles Daily Journal on July 8, 2002.
This submission tied for 2nd Place in the 2003 Price Child Health and Welfare Journalism Awards.
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greens, lacy baby tears and pink flowers; inside the five-bedroom home, the family room's walls
are covered with photographs of two generations of African-American foster children cared for by
Mercenia Tucker, a retired aerospace worker who, at 78, uses a cane but paints her toenails
emerald green.
Appearances of tranquility, however, can be deceptive.
Last year, on the morning of Feb. 10, tragedy struck inside the Compton home - and nothing
has been quite right since.
Four days before Valentine's Day 2001, 9-year-old Kerry Brooks, a precocious kid with an
impish smile, apparently hung himself with a shoelace inside a closet in his bedroom. In so doing,
Kerry became what is said to be the youngest child suicide in the history of Los Angeles County,
according to county officials.
The day before he died, Kerry reportedly told a younger foster sister that he was planning to
kill himself. She didn't believe him - and professionals who knew Kerry well said they didn't see it
coming.
A case in point was Victor Ross, program manager for Compton System of Care where
Kerry, a special education student, attended school.
"[Kerry was] the last person in our program that my staff and I think would commit suicide.
He was our highest functioning student both academically and behaviorally," Ross said.
Ross' letter was among 459 pages of Los Angeles Juvenile Court documents examined by
the Daily Journal following the child's suicide. In re: Kerry Brooks AKA Kcerry Cardenas,
JCK24829 (L.A. Juv. Ct., Sept. 1996).
"Kerry went on a field trip with the class the day before his death and was described as
energetic and happy," Ross wrote a few days after Kerry's death. "This child never appeared
depressed. He was in our program because he would become enraged at times and he fought
with other children. Depression was never an issue."
The court documents also contained conflicting reports of Kerry's disposition.
In May 1998, a social worker reported that Kerry was a "healthy [and] handsome and
friendly little boy who loves to play on his scooter and go rollerblading. He is a sweet child who
needs a lot of love and attention."
That same month, a different social worker reported that Kerry said he'd never met his
social worker and wanted to go to "court and kill everyone."
Even with the benefit of hindsight, Kerry's death remains a mystery.
The Los Angeles Department of Children and Family Services assigned blame to the foster
mother 15 months after Kerry's death. On May 9, 2002, the department sent Tucker a letter
informing her that her foster home - in operation since 1978 - had been placed on "endangerment
'do not use' status" because she left a child with a "history of depression" alone with an
unauthorized baby sitter.
"As a result of our investigation, we have substantiated [l]ack of
[n]eglect. You have acknowledged that you were not home at the time of the foster child's death
and that you left him in the care of the 17-year-old. However, neither licensing nor DCFS
approved the 17-year-old as a temporary baby sitter."
Tucker was heartbroken by the accusation.
"They said I didn't do right for Kerry," she said. Tucker also denied the department's
allegations.
The social worker told Tucker she could leave Kerry in the care of Marcus, the older child,
for brief periods, Tucker said. The day of Kerry's death, Tucker had expected to be gone only an
hour.
The department also claimed that Tucker failed to give Kerry the full dosage of a
psychotropic medication he had recently been prescribed. After Kerry's death, DCFS
investigators counted the pills in his prescription bottles and claimed there were too many. "What
they conveniently 'forgot' was that when the medication was first prescribed, Kerry was receiving
half the dose," Tucker said.
Mercenia Tucker, a widow, raised six children of her own before becoming a state-licensed
foster care provider. When she met Kerry shortly after he entered the child protective system in
September 1996, she was smitten. She considered him street-smart and adorable.
"He walked in and said, 'Well, hello there Ms. Tucker,' and gave me a high five. From the
day we met, we hit it off. I had a bond with him," she said. "When he first came, he couldn't sleep.
He had nightmares."
Kerry had been abandoned by his parents, lived at MacLaren Children's Center and was
rejected by a previous foster mother because he threw a temper tantrum after she told him to
take a nap. Though it would have changed nothing, Tucker said she was not informed until
shortly before Kerry's death that he had been diagnosed by a court-appointed psychiatrist as
suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder.
Tucker, whose husband died in 1988, was soon calling Kerry "the little man of the house."
They watched television together, and the boy checked all the doors in the house each night to
make sure they were locked.
"He was a sweet child, but he had his moods," the foster mother said. "He got an allowance
for taking out the trash and working in the yard. He was an all-around kid. He was an usher in
church and sang in the choir. He was on the drill team, and he won awards. I miss all that."
Kerry's final day at the house on Stockwell Street began in the simplest of ways.
Dressed in a nightshirt, Kerry got up early that Saturday morning to cook a surprise
scrambled-egg breakfast for the woman he called "Mom." Although the fourth grader was
supposed to go with Tucker and his 8-year-old foster sister to a friend's funeral that morning, he
wanted to stay home with his teen-age foster brother, Marcus.
After softening Tucker up with the scrambled eggs, Kerry promised to clean his room and do
his chores while the old woman was gone.
"I said, 'Kerry, you don't want to go?'' she said. "And he said, 'No, I don't.'"
When Tucker walked out the front door, Kerry gave her a kiss and told her he loved her.
"When I left, he was fine and as happy as he could be," she recalled. "He loved me very
much, and I loved him very much. ... I was the only one that had his confidence."
Soon after, one of Marcus' friends arrived. The boys watched television and listened to
music. Then Marcus reminded Kerry that he'd promised to clean his room.
The 9-year-old, still clad in his nightshirt, marched off to his bedroom and closed the door.
What happened next is inexplicable.
The 81-pound boy allegedly took an 18-inch white shoelace out of his tennis shoe, created
a noose, and then tied the shoelace to the wooden rod running the length of a white, child-size
portable closet. At 4-foot, 6-inches, Kerry was taller than the closet rod. So, he leaned his head
into the small closet to get the shoelace around his neck before dropping knees-first into the
closet, police and coroner's investigators concluded.
Around 11: 30 a.m., Marcus went in to check on Kerry. When he opened the door, he saw
Kerry's feet. According to police reports, the older boy cut the shoelace with a butter knife, lifted
Kerry down, and called 911 and Tucker's adult son, who lived nearby. Paramedics arrived
minutes later to find the 9-year-old barely alive.
Kerry was rushed to Martin Luther King-Drew Medical Center where he was pronounced
dead a little after noon. Meanwhile, Tucker, who said her car had been blocked in by the funeral
procession, arrived home at noon.
"I came home and saw all these police cars and I said, 'What in the world are they doing?' I
saw Marc standing by a car. They said Kerry tried to kill himself and they wouldn't let me go to the
hospital - and they wouldn't let me in the house," she recalled.
Today, another child uses the portable white closet, that still is in the same room on
Stockwell Street.
When asked about Kerry earlier this year, Department of Children and Family Services
Director Anita Bock said that whatever was troubling the boy happened during the first four years
of his life, not during the nearly five years he spent in foster care. When Kerry entered the
system, Bock said, he was diagnosed as suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder.
"He'd had a traumatic life. There was substance abuse in the home. He'd witnessed his
mother being beaten," Bock said. "We saw a child who was struggling, always, with anger and
pain."
Kerry Brooks was born Kcerry Kashif Di-Shiek Cardenas at St. Mary Medical Center in Long
Beach on March 16, 1991. His parents were Luis Fernando Cardenas, an 18-year-old native of
Columbia, and Mikko Shauni Brooks, a 15-year-old who grew up in Long Beach.
Kerry never knew his father, whose whereabouts remain unknown.
For the last three years, Mikko Brooks, in trouble with the law much of her adult life, has
been incarcerated in a federal prison in Northern California. She was convicted in 1999 of
possessing 24 pounds of marijuana with intent to distribute across state lines. At the time she
was arrested, Brooks said her infant daughter (Kerry's younger sister), was with her. That child
was placed in foster care, she said, and has since been adopted. Brooks is scheduled for release
from prison next year.
Through an exchange of letters with a Daily Journal reporter, Brooks - who insisted her son
be called by his birth name, Kcerry Cardenas - shared details about her life and how she has felt
since learning of her son's death.
Kcerry was my best friend. I've never done anything intentionally to hurt him. I hurt every
day, and this is something I have to live with. I pray that this doesn't happen to anyone else while
their child is in the system," Brooks wrote.
Like Kerry, the young mother said she too grew up as "a child of the system." Brooks
believes her life was, and continues to be, dysfunctional. Although she's hoping to have a
successful future when she gets out of prison, she acknowledged having to tie up a lot of "loose
ends in my past" before that can happen.
When prison officials told her of Kerry's death, Brooks said she was unable to show her
pain.
"I was brought up to show little emotion. When you're hurting, people tend to use your pain
against you," she wrote. "I've been having a lot of bad dreams lately pertaining to Kcerry. This
might sound crazy, but he always gets murdered in my dreams."
Brooks said that no one may ever know what really happened with Kerry, but she is still
thankful that Tucker loved and cared for her son. "Kcerry knew how to touch anyone's heart that
he came across," she said.
Records from the Department of Children and Family Service indicate that Mikko Brooks
had been accused of child abuse before Kerry entered foster care.
The mother denied having ever abused her son and, according to court documents, none of
these allegations were substantiated.
Brooks said that when Kerry was 4, she needed some time to get on her feet following the
crib death of an infant daughter. She left Kerry in the care of a female cousin.
Two months later, when the cousin attempted to enroll the boy in kindergarten but didn't
have proper documentation, Kerry was picked up and placed in foster care at MacLaren Hall on
Sept. 20, 1996.
At the time, Kerry was 5-years old.
"I know I could have dragged Kcerry out of Mrs. Tucker's home. I just wasn't stable, and I
felt he was in a stable environment. I was coming for him, please believe that. A lot of Kcerry's
emotional problems came from his being so close [to me]. We [did] everything together. He
always told me to never leave him and I did. I have to live with that for the rest of my life. I've
never physically abused [any] of my children. I guess I've done the ultimate: abandonment,"
Brooks wrote.
Kerry last heard from his mother on Oct. 15, 1997, when she called him at Tucker's house
after being released from Los Angeles County jail, where she was being held for an alleged
assault. All Kerry ever wanted, Tucker said, was to see his mother and the rest of his biological
family.
Not long after his mother called, a mental health professional diagnosed Kerry as suffering
from attention deficit disorder and oppositional defiant disorder.
By the next February, Kerry had been declared a "special needs minor." Brooks' parental
rights were terminated that month, and her whereabouts were listed as unknown. Los Angeles
Juvenile Court Referee Guillermina Byrne noted that the mother did not provide the necessities of
life for her son and failed to participate in court-ordered programs that included counseling, drug
testing and parenting classes.
"Kerry has been acting up again since his mother Mikko called," a social worker noted in a
court report dated Feb. 26, 1998. "Kerry broke down and cried."
Though Tucker said nearly everyone who met Kerry "fell in love," a part of him remained
elusive. "No matter what would happen, he would go back to those first four years," she said. "He
was always tying something around his wrist, waist and neck - and I would have to take these
things off. He was putting things in his mouth and I had to take them out. One time he put a ring
in his mouth at church and he was gagging."
"I'm the unfit parent and that's all people is gonna see when it comes to me. I know I'm at
fault and that's something I have to live with," Brooks wrote.
By August 1998, Kerry was in second grade and receiving counseling. He was considered
available for adoption. Members of Mikko Brooks' extended family said they wanted to adopt
Kerry, according to court documents.
But Kerry now thought of Tucker as his mother and her family as his family. But Tucker
wasn't prepared to adopt the boy. At that time, Tucker was trying to adopt Marcus, who had been
with her since he was found abandoned in his stroller at a shopping center when he was 2.
Tucker also hoped, according to court documents, that one of Kerry's parents would come
for him.
"I wanted to give them a chance," she said.
Meanwhile, Tucker was willing to become Kerry's legal guardian.
To facilitate that, Juvenile Court Judge Byrne declared Kerry "not adoptable." Guardianship
was granted to Tucker on Aug. 27, 1998. The action was taken against the recommendation of
the Department of Children and Family Services, which contended the boy was too mentally
fragile for Tucker to handle. The court terminated its jurisdiction, but the department continued to
supervise and monitor Kerry's care.
Things did not improve. In third grade, Kerry was expelled from Caldwell Elementary School
for threatening teachers with a pair of scissors.
"I said, 'Why did you do that?'" Tucker recalled. "He said they took something from him.
Anything would set him off."
Eventually Kerry was sent to Compton System of Care, a school for special-needs kids
where he could go to school and receive outpatient therapy. By all accounts, he was doing well,
though he became depressed when another child in the Tucker home was reunited with his
mother.
Then, barely two months before he died, Kerry began taking a psychotropic medication that
had been prescribed by Todd Bollinger, a psychiatrist. The doctor had been recommended by
Kerry's DCFS social worker, according to Tucker.
The psychotropic medication Kerry took was called Wellbutrin. It is commonly used to treat
depression and, sometimes, attention deficit disorder. It's also given to smokers to help them curb
their habit. While one of the side effects listed for Wellbutrin is suicidal ideation, it is unclear
whether Kerry was affected.
After Kerry's death, according to court documents, Bollinger told DCFS investigators that he
prescribed the drug for the boy because he was "exhibiting symptoms of irritability, oppositional
defiant disorder and ADHD." The psychiatrist also said he couldn't rule out "depressive disorder."
At 78, Tucker said that she can live with not being able to take in any new foster children.
But, she does want back her good reputation.
"I just wish I could keep the name of my house clear," she said.
Tucker finds it ironic that the child welfare system seems to be blaming her for Kerry's death
when the system paid scant attention to the boy's needs when he was alive.
"You're just lost in the system," she said.
Kerry's Department of Children and Family Services social worker last visited and spoke to
him "in private" April 27, 2000, according to court documents, nearly a year before he died.
However, the social worker noted in court documents that she called Tucker once a month to ask
how the boy was doing.
Kerry's funeral was held at the Ajalon Temple of Truth Baptist Church he regularly attended
in Los Angeles. Members of Mikko Brooks' family attended the services. But his mother said
authorities at the prison would not let her attend. The child is buried in an unmarked grave at
Angeles Abbey Memorial Park in Compton.
Tucker said the county paid for the mortuary but waited nearly a year before reimbursing her
for Kerry's burial costs. "I paid it out of my pocket," she said.
The old woman's biggest regret is that they didn't send her enough money to buy a
headstone for the little man of the house on Stockwell Street.
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Despite Law, Paper Maze Slows Access to Dependency Records
By Cheryl Romo
Daily Journal Staff Writer
LOS ANGELES - Twelve days after being informed of Kerry Brooks' death by a confidential
source, the Daily Journal petitioned the Los Angeles Juvenile Court for access to his dependency
court file. Initially, court officials said the file was lost. After five months, however, it was
discovered and then-Presiding Judge Terry Friedman granted access to the file.
The Daily Journal was allowed to view part of Kerry's records. What was held back is not
known or disclosed to those seeking access, but in this case is believed to include psychiatric and
medical records.
To paint a more complete picture of Kerry's life, the Daily Journal contacted those who had
cared for him.
Two court-appointed attorneys who initially handled Kerry's dependency court case said
they couldn't remember Kerry or his mother. Nathan Hoffman, who represented Kerry's mother,
said he handles "hundreds of cases" and didn't recall the family.
Jo Franklin of Dependency Court Legal Services represented Kerry. She said she met her
client just once and hadn't been his attorney for years.
The child's autopsy report was released eight months after his death. It indicated that Kerry
was in good physical health, although he was reported to have a history of emotional problems.
Although originally investigated by law enforcement as a homicide, the coroner concluded the
cause of death was suicide by hanging.
The 17-month search for an explanation why a 9-year-old child killed himself in Los Angeles
County illustrates the difficulties faced by child advocates in a system wracked with secrecy.
Three years ago, the state Legislature enacted the Lance Helms Sunshine Act to shed light
on the plight of youths in the dependency system. Named in the memory of a Los Angeles
County toddler who was murdered by his father, the legislation was introduced by state Senator
Richard Polanco, D-L.A.
The Lance Helms Sunshine Act was designed to give greater access to information when a
child in the system dies. The law was revised in 2001 and came about because of concerns
about a lack of candor, specifically on the part of Los Angeles County officials, in the wake of a
plethora of foster care deaths in the late 1990s.
Recently, some child advocates have begun to question whether the Lance Helms Sunshine
Act is working as intended.
Virginia G. Weisz, directing attorney for children's rights at Public Counsel, said all of a
child's records ought to be open, whether the child died or was injured.
"I'm not a fence-sitter on that one," Weisz said. "And if the child died, I don't think you need
anyone's permission to see the file. With the court's permission, you definitely need to have a little
sunshine in there."
Children's tort attorney Linda Wallace Pate said child deaths must be viewed as a warning
that something is drastically wrong and that the situation cannot be remedied without access to
information.
"If information is being withheld behind a shield of confidentiality, this is insane. Obviously,
the Helms Act is not working," Pate said. "The legislative intent was to provide some
transparency regarding the issue of children who died in foster care so that we can prevent and
end this tragedy. It's barbaric when children die in foster care and we can't proceed to prevent it if
we don't have the information."
However, Anne Fragasso, who heads one of three Dependency Court Legal Services firms
representing children at the Juvenile Court, said that because of the potential for harm to siblings
of the dead child, she doesn't feel confidential information about child deaths "should be spread
about" in public.
"We can't control the information after it's out there," she said. "We want to see what people
are looking at and why."
Fragasso also feels attorneys who represented the deceased child may have a continuing
responsibility to protect their client's confidentiality.
"My guess would be that we still have a responsibility," she said. "There's nothing in the law
that says confidentiality evaporates when a child dies."
In addition to petitioning the Juvenile Court for access to Kerry Brooks' file, the Daily Journal
since December has filed eight petitions with the Los Angeles Juvenile Court seeking access to
information about children who were murdered or committed suicide. The children all had
dependency court cases, and some were were under the supervision of the Los Angeles
Department of Children and Family Services, according to sources with knowledge of the various
situations. In each situation, the Daily Journal asked that the Juvenile Court's decisions on the
Sunshine Act petitions be expedited.
To date, the court has permitted no access, and seven of the petitions are pending.
The only case for which a response has been received involved Christopher, an 11-year-old
boy who committed suicide with a gun in his home May 23, 2001. In re: Christopher W., DCS
Case No. 9532468.
In response to the Daily Journal's petition for information about Christopher, Deputy County
Counsel Richard D. Bloom, the attorney for the Department of Children and Family Services, sent
a letter, dated Jan. 22, 2002, to the court.
Bloom stated his office had "no objection to the inspection of the juvenile case file" for
Christopher, but requested that "privileged or confidential information contained within the
juvenile case file not be disseminated."
On Feb. 26, Juvenile Court Presiding Judge Michael Nash denied the Daily Journal's petition
without explanation. The court then denied access to its minute order in an April 5 letter, saying
"there is no authority that requires the Court to provide its reason for the denial of a WIC 827
petition."
Terry Francke, general counsel of the California First Amendment Coalition, said that while a
juvenile court presiding judge can restrict access to confidential files, he can do so only on
"particular findings."
The law itself states that access rights are statutory and that the presiding judge "may issue
an order prohibiting or limiting access to the juvenile case file, or any portion thereof, of a
deceased child only upon a showing that release of the juvenile case file or any portion thereof is
detrimental to the safety, protection, or physical, or emotional well-being of another child who is
directly or indirectly connected to the juvenile case that is the subject of the petition."
In May, Nash issued a clarification order stating the dead boy's court records would not be
released "because the child was not a dependent of the Court."
The order also explained that the presiding judge had made a determination that release of
the requested records would be "detrimental to the physical or emotional well-being of another
child who is directly connected to the child that is the subject of the petition."
The following articles were published in the Los Angeles Daily Journal on July 8, 2002.
This submission tied for 2nd Place in the 2003 Price Child Health and Welfare Journalism Awards.
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